why does it always have to be you, i fall for you and gave you everything i had but what do i get back in returning nothing but pain and tears, why cant you see that i put everything behind and made you first on my list.... i always waited for you to come home after work and talk to you because i missed you heaps even though i had to get up heaps early the next day to go out or to do something, i made days free just for to see you but you dogged me and didnt even bother calling or telling me you couldnt make i, you just left me there waiting foh you all dayy staring at my phone hoping you would call me and tell me where and when to see you but no you just left me there waiting all day.... why is it me that always have to wait for you?... you never had to wait for me i was always here waiting for you to do your things... you even treat me worse than i would treat a dog of my own... at first it felt so right i throught you'll be the one but since you treated me like i wasnt human i ask myself why did i wait?.. why did my feels have to gro towards you?.. and why did i argue with my bestest godsister for you?... i always throught you were different to the other but i guess your much worse... none of them would of played with my heart because they did actually love me for who i am... but you find it funny messing with my heart and than breaking it into pieces....dont go leading people to the wrong messages because in the end your hurting them and one day it will come back and kick you back in the arse but harder than what you did....even though you hurt me i cant stop thinking about you but most of all i cant believe you actually did what you did... i throught you were a sweet caring and loving guy but i guess i was totally wrong about you....my dreams have been shattered into pieces...i know you know what you did was wrong but have you ever sat there and throught to yourself "why am i doing this?" if you havent maybe you should..... you should have big think about it because at the moment your about to lose everything you had from me and you wont get it back after i leave not even a friendship.....i dont wanna lose any of this but your pushing me to far..............
Posted at Monday, July 17, 2006 by baybeehdopey06
